“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

He lost his own wife, and was left with a highly neurotic and completely crippled daughter, for whom he cared for many years. The woman’s name as a man (pause) was Nicolo Vanguardi (my phonetic interpretation) and the daughter’s name was Rosalina. He resented the girl, and while he cared for her he did not do so kindly.

He wanted to remarry. No one would have him because of his daughter. The girl, when she could, defied him. (Long pause.) She was a rather handsome-looking young woman, though not of stable temperament, crippled but not deformed.

In this existence however the personality of its own free will chose to understand in a different context, and work out problems faced so poorly in the earlier life. This time the personality is John’s wife, being cared for, you see, rather than caring for; being physically dependent. The personality could not and would not, out of fear, try to understand the circumstances and position of the crippled daughter. Not for a moment could he then bear to contemplate the inner reality in personal terms.

12) old man in a wheelchair—not connected with the watch.
* Don knew a woman who was crippled with arthritis who spent a lot of time in a wheelchair. [...]

[...] Saw riding accident by an academy when you were about 14...You were held up, crippled in some way, for a couple of years... [...]

Fourteenth-Century France—riding academy—saw riding accident by an academy when you were about 14—you were held up, crippled in some way, for a couple of years—you had a brother and the brother was with you at the time of the accident. [...]

“Why do we have cripples?”

[...] You may be born in excellent health in one life, with a high intelligence and great wit, while in still another existence you may be born ill or crippled or mentally deficient.

(When I approached the room in which I knew Marie lay in bed, crippled by arthritis, I heard Jane and her mother inside. [...]

[...] For in those hours he saw himself crippled as she was, and a stone about your neck.

[...] He lost his wife and was left with a highly neurotic crippled daughter for whom he cared for many years. [...]

[...] She was a handsome-looking young woman, crippled but not deformed. [...]

[...] The personality in the earlier existence would not and could not try to understand the circumstances and position of the crippled daughter. [...]

(Bill’s mother, who was also an arthritic cripple like Jane’s mother, was a very aggressive personality, a masculine one, who developed arthritis in order to lose her mobility and thus avoid harming Bill’s father and the children. [...]

[...] In his previous life Walter Zeh had been crippled because of an accident.

[...] He also, because of this identification, feared he would become crippled and that you would leave him. [...]

[...] He had nothing to do with making his mother a cripple, nor does his fear, hatred or scorn of her keep her in that condition.

[...] And I chose my mother, who turned out crippled, for similar reasons, I guess. [...]

On a few occasions the mother went so far as to say: “I hope you are crippled someday, too.” [...]

[...] These symptoms further aggravated his fears of dependence, and in his worse moments he feared that he would become a cripple and you would leave him. [...]

[...] The feeling of contempt he had for the sick or crippled has long vanished. [...]

[...] In later life she was severely crippled with arthritis. [...]

[...] At his worse moments, he thought that he could not love a cripple, since he did not love his mother, so how could you.

(Right now, a week after it began to manifest itself, the situation at the crippled nuclear power plant near Harrisburg is still very tense. [...]

[...] Jane and I read that it will take up to four years and many millions of dollars to decontaminate, overhaul, and place the crippled reactor back in operation; the cost is given in incalculable estimates ranging from $40 million to $400 million. [...]