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(3:36 p.m. The “ashamed” bit was new to me. “That’s probably why I had the session,” Jane said. She said she’d felt ashamed of the panic at times, and agreed with me that if the shame was used to possibly suppress the panic, it — the panic — would last longer.

Ruburt should not be afraid, or ashamed, of the panicky feelings. They should also be expressed, and again, they then clear the road for new energy.

[...] I forget just how those feelings went, but that approximates them, being ashamed of my condition as if for Christ’s sake, they blemished my art, or ashamed because they blemished my work. [...]

[...] He was ashamed to look to anyone for help. He is afraid to ask for help because he was ashamed that his mother had to ask him, a child, for help, and often he hated her for doing so.

He felt you were ashamed of his background and did not want him to discuss it. [...]

[...] You did this with your parents—afraid of seeming better than they, almost ashamed of your ability lest it shame your father by contrast, disciplining yourself over much.

[...] He obviously had difficulties, but you were both ashamed of those difficulties, so that he was ashamed to go into the bar or the supermarket, regardless, and to some extent this still applies.

In the past you would have been ashamed, jointly, to meet this visitor. [...]

[...] You were ashamed to be seen with me—just like you got ashamed to be seen with me now, after I got my symptoms.... [...]

[...] So it seems to him that he does not see people because he is ashamed of his physical condition.

[...] Naturally my feelings of being ashamed at the whole deal stemmed from my much deeper fright at the situation, and my growing fears that we weren’t getting far in coping with the situation. [...]

[...] He is ashamed of the following feelings:

[...] He is ashamed because at one level he begrudges the food you eat, so he will not eat to punish himself.

He was ashamed of needing you to do this for him initially, yet realized your support was necessary at that point. [...]

[...] They may feel that their lives are being disrupted through no cause of their own, yet be so ashamed of such feelings that they dare not express them.

[...] He is ashamed then to discuss them with you also.

He wanted to shout your decision (to leave Artistic) to the skies of course, and thought he was quite reasonable by saying nothing for a while, at your request; yet secretly he thought that your attitude of silence meant that you were not proud of the decision, did not want it known, that you were acting ashamed of it and wanted it kept quiet, rather than as a triumph.

[...] hardly dire, and easily dealt with if aired; but he was ashamed of them. [...]

He felt ashamed of what he thought you thought of as trivial unimportant matters, homey concerns. He became ashamed of them. [...]

He tried to show you his love, but finally he became ashamed of needing you, and felt even that you thought less of him because of it. [...]

[...] Men brought up to be ashamed of the “feminine” sides of their nature cannot be expected to love women. [...]

[...] Very seldom was he even aware of his true feelings here, and when he was he was ashamed of them, and was 10 times nicer to your mother to cover up the feelings from all of you.

[...] Malba was ashamed at being illegitimate, and told us that it was very important to have a good name. [...]

[...] He was also ashamed of himself for the reactions, and hence did not want to go out to be seen. [...]

An adult under the same circumstances might become injured to avoid a dreaded event at the office — but the adult may well feel ashamed of such a reaction, and so hide it from himself or herself in order to save feelings of self-esteem. [...]

He is deeply ashamed to have you see him go down stairs, because he fears your disapproval. [...]