1 result for (heading:"556 delet portion octob 26 1970" AND stemmed:serv)
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resentment
job
tremor
departure
leave
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The condition has meaning on other levels also. It serves to remind you that the issue is operating. Do you follow me?
[... 1 paragraph ...]
It also serves by giving you another message—that you do want to leave, and that your desire to do so has been affecting your work. If you had to stay, and if you will not be given as much money as you think you should receive, then you will see to it that the work will suffer. This is resentment.
[... 2 paragraphs ...]
The job has served to keep you from realizing that. (True.) In writing the difficulty shows itself because you are trying not to communicate certain things to yourself. In other words, inhibited material, some that I have mentioned this evening that you have been thrusting aside. You have not wanted to know these things, considering that that they were beneath you, and strongly condemning any feelings that you could not accept as adult. And after your own lectures to Ruburt you should know better.
[... 5 paragraphs ...]
The episode also has some connections, again with your father, in that you feel sometimes, and subconsciously, that you will be old and trembly and still at the job. The departure of your friend serves to bring this up to your mind.
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